BBQ Tomorrow...hopefully lol

So I'm a bit tired, baby is asleep at least. Nothing but silence and the sound of my fingers on the keys. Love it. Anyway, thinking of checking my WOW. Could have ran ICC, but wasn't feeling up to it. I needed a bath anyway, and so did Row. Steven got his nose pierced, sent me a pic. I asked him how I would look with mine pierced and he said good. Entertaining the thought again now. I would like a hoop, but I don't want Row to rip it out. So stud it is I guess. I would really like to change my tragus rings, but I don't know how to get these captive beads off and if I get them off I don't know how to get them back on so I think I'll just leave them be lol. Not too much longer until I try to stop breastfeeding all together. I like the closeness, but anymore it's more hassle than not. This weeks is going to be annoying. Mom is dragging me to her life insurance agent appt to discuss her lapsed policy and see how much it would cost for me to get life insurance. I honestly don't want to get any right now though, I can't afford it. Sad truth of the matter. I know I need it, but, I have to have the money for other bills and I don't want too much on me in case the Trogg splits at random. Sooo trying to skip that for now. Payin Row's is all that's important anyway. I really want to go shopping, I need some summer shorts. I have a pair right now that I can't wear because of my hip. Hopefully after the 14th I will be able to wear some of the clothes I can't. It really sucks that I can't wear them, freaking pressure kills me though. Anyway. I need to put my hair up and try to do something fun. I think this is the longest blog that I've wrote in a while. Oh, and btw, cause I figure you might read this. I love you hun. <33