Well, ok then

Today I feel much better, much less upset with myself but still... Anyway, I'm not sure how I feel entirely about someone uprooting their life just for me. It makes me very nervous, and very flattered, at the same time. BUT I don't want someone moving everything. But I guess my real problem is not being able to be as trusting, and I take things a lot slower in some ways. But the real thing is the uprooting from all the way across the continent.... =/ I don't feel like I will be worth it in person, and yeah, there is really nothing that would make me any different in person.......but I don't know. It's something making me feel iffy. *sigh*