Valentine's Day, never to be a holiday for me again.

Today we buried Gran. It was almost too much for me. I cried some, not too much. I tried to keep it to a minimum. I'm not much for public shows of affection, even tears. Though I couldn't control that, you know, and there's nothing wrong with it but I just feel out of place. I feel okay, a little on the tired side and all, but okay. =[ Hopefully when I go back to work it will keep my mind off it. I really don't want to work, but hey, I need cash. I think I'm going to take a nap now. I feel exhausted. =[