So, another day.

Another day, another heartfelt tear. This is the second day of viewings, I'm already tired. I'm going to take a book or two to try to keep my mind off all this. I can't sit there and stare at Gran for hours and hours. It hurts a lot more that way. I'm almost ready, I need to put my foundation on and brush my teeth. I'm glad I'm not like a lot of girls who wear tons of freaking makeup. I don't need a lot, just a little. I like to wear a ton sometimes though, for that oh my effect you know. Goth style, hear hear! I'm trying to pep up more, I know my Gran would be yelling at me right now if I don't. I can still hear it. Her telling me to do something with myself, I need to go back to school but right now it's just not a possible thing for me. I'll make sure to write again later, but for now, I gotta finish getting ready. Anyway, to anyone who reads this, thanks for reading. It's good to know some people care. =] Tomorrow is going to be hard though, I already know that. I'm sure it's going to hit hard then. Bye for now, see you later.