Well here we go again.

Trying to reconnect to people that I haven't talked to in a while. Been outta the loop what with the baby birthing. =P Anyway, my best friend from middle school is who I'm trying to reconnect with now. Only hoping that it is still the right email, and that she is not too busy, and EVEN feels like talking to me again. Anyway, also trying to help mom with her fraud issues. Damn company soliciting credit cards, makes me sick. I think we should burn them alive, but first steal all their money just like they do to everyone else. Hmpf. Anyway, I think I might try to do something productive today. Keyword? Might. Might be too tired to do much of anything except take care of Rowen like usual. It's amazing how much breastfeeding takes out of you, it really is. I think I will try to get in touch with my favorite amazing gay godfather cousin later, lol. He never did respond. For some reason I just can't make myself go to bed, I'm contemplating so much right now. I don't know, maybe I can cheer myself up a bit before Christmas finally pops in the door lol. Well...I feel like I should write more but I don't know what to write. Mom keeps being very depressed, everyday it's the same thing over again. Stay up late, sleep late, cry most of the day, or sit on the couch feeling bad and crying over Gran, or Scott, or some other reason. Misery it is. Can't do a damn thing about it cause saying something doesn't work anyway. Ah well, I don't know what to say about it. Ok, I think I'm going to go add S-chan to my messenger. I feel like crap right now, so tired, so tired. Maybe a little bit of sleep is in order.